Voices of Race, a portrait series by Kathleen Dreier, is dedicated to amplifying the voices of our BIPOC communities and being a call of action to white people to be social change agents.

Sarah Rachel:

“Not looking very Filipino or Asian is complicated. I learned the word “hapa” in college, but before that I just called myself “Russipino”—half Russian Jew and half Filipino. My mom immigrated here from the Philippines and most of our family is still there. For a long time, I had a hard time saying I am Filipino or Asian without adding the qualifier that I am also white. 

I grew up around Filipino family and friends, practicing the customs, eating the delicious food, and learning distinctly Filipino cultural values. While I had more of my white family around geographically, I had more meaningful and formative relationships with my Filipino relatives. They are where my warmth comes from, a quality Visayan Filipinos make sure to pass down to their children.  

It’s only recently that I learned about the racism my mom has faced, both from the general world and even from my white/Jewish side of the family. There are stories my mom didn’t want to tell me when I was younger. It’s had me look back at old memories and see them in a new, unflattering light. It’s painful to love your white family, but also recognize they have treated someone you love poorly on basis of her race. You wonder how much their biases negatively affect their respect for you on a fundamental level. 

Inside I feel Filipino; outside, I’m not really seen as Filipino or Asian. I haven’t had much luck connecting to my peers in Asian- or Filipino-centered spaces. As a someone who studied classical music into graduate school, there have always been Asian cliques that I always didn’t fit into. I often wished I “looked more Asian.” While unpacking the insecurities of not looking Asian enough, I came to the conclusion that there could never be one ideal pan-Asian look. It’s a large region! We vary a lot!

I do feel deeply for my more visibly Asian  peers though, especially those who are more femme or physically vulnerable. I have been “exoticized” by people who find out that I am Filipino, especially in dating situations with white men. It’s almost like a switch flips and I get reduced down to my parts (especially my eyes) or compared to food (caramel, almonds, cinnamon, why??). I cannot imagine how scary it must be for those who look “more Asian” to be sexually objectified like that, but in exponentially worse and more violent ways. That’s why it really hurts my heart to see continued violence against Asian women and other vulnerable populations.”

Voices of Race: Andres

Voices of Race: Andres

“As African Americans, we are caught in this world which celebrates the culture but not the people. 
I want to dare to dream…”

What White People Think:  Sara

What White People Think: Sara

My appearance takes after my dad, but my culture and upbringing are definitely that of my mom. This has always caused an internal struggle, or identity crisis. I have always been too white for Mexicans and too Mexican for white people.

Community Reflections: Laura

Community Reflections: Laura

Meet Laura and hear her thoughts on what is going on in our country today. Her video is a sample of what you will find on my Patreon page.

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